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# Posted on Saturday, 19 February 2005 at 8:12 AM

CrAwLiNg

CrAwLiNg
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real



There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling, I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
[Without a sense of confidence, I'm convinced
There's just too much pressure to take]
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real


Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
[Without a sense of confidence, I'm convinced
There's just too much pressure to take]
I've felt this way before
So insecure...

# Posted on Saturday, 19 February 2005 at 8:16 AM

In ThE EnD

In ThE EnD
one thing i don't know why
it doesn't even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind I designed this rhyme when I was obsessed with time
all i know, time was just slipping way
and i watched it count down till the end of the day
watched it watch me and the words that i say
the echo of the clock rhythm in my veins
i know that i didn't look out below
and i watched the time go right out the window
trying to grab hold, trying not to watch
i wasted it all on the hands of the clock
but in the end no matter what i pretend
the journey is more important than the end or the start
and what it meant to me will eventually be
a memory of the time when i tried so hard

i tried so hard
and got so far
but in the end
it doesnt even matter
i had to fall
to lose it all
but in the end
it doesnt even matter


yo one thing, one thing i don't know why
it doesn't even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind i designed this rhyme to explain the due time
all i know, time to so-socialize like the host of the party
all for shake and made eye contact
party control showing all that
northeast, southwest coast
stand out the window, no opportunity to mingle
i tried to show her, if you could just sense a middle disorder
i brought you back of the thing
like the imaginary man of your dreams
well, you would always seem to make it worth it
a sleek skin i never nerved you
you felt lovin, i never applied a room
without bringing the plan
by any means and means of leaving you teens,
of all those teenage scenes, i tried so hard

i tried so hard
and got so far
but in the end
it doesnt even matter
i had to fall
to lose it all
but in the end
it doesnt even matter


one thing i don't know how
it doesn't even matter when you look at it now
because when i designed this rhyme i was scared of it all
scared to fall, i hadn't even tried to crawl
and i was forced to run, with you mocking me
stopping me, back stabbing me constantly
remembering all those times you fought with me
watch the clock now chop full of hypocrisy
and now your mouth wishes it could inhale
every single little thing you said and make it expel
every single word you sputter just to get your piece, but it really doesn't matter to me
because from the start to the end no matter what i pretend
the journey is more important than the end or the start
and what it meant to me will eventually be
a memory of the time when i tried so hard

i tried so hard
and got so far
but in the end
it doesnt even matter
i had to fall
to lose it all
but in the end
it doesnt even matter..
in the end
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# Posted on Saturday, 19 February 2005 at 8:33 AM

Edited on Saturday, 19 February 2005 at 8:46 AM

By MySeLf

By MySeLf
What I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Did I hide my pride
From these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I
Sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I
Try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on
When I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up gettin hurt again
By myself [my self]
I ask why but in my mind
I find I can't rely on myself

I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take it
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I
Turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they'll
Take from me till everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer - by myself

How do you think
I've lost so much
I'm so afraid
I'me out of touch
How do you expect
I will know what to do
When all I know
Is what you tell me to

Don't you know
I can't tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do how hard I try
I can't seem to convince myself why
I'm stuck on the outside

# Posted on Saturday, 19 February 2005 at 8:51 AM

KiTTiE

Ce GoUpE DeChIrE!!!!!!
Si VoUs AiMeR LeS VoIx De DeMoN !!!
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# Posted on Saturday, 19 February 2005 at 8:57 AM